Nobody answers

Nobody Answers



I remember rushing home after work
Knowing that your smiling face was waiting for me
You always answered me when I called your name

We use to play and laugh
You would smile at me when I called your name
I loved the sound of your voice when I called your name

But now every thing is different
I don’t rush home anymore
Cause I know your smiling face is no more
And Nobody answers when I call your name

Oh! The lonely sound of my voice
Is driving me insane
Cause nobody answers when I call your name

The tears keep on falling
My lonely heart is breaking
Cause nobody answers when I call your name

The lonely sound of my voice will drive me insane
My tears will never stop falling
My lonely heart will keep on breaking
Cause nobody answers when I call your name

NO nobody answers when I call your name

We need not walk alone

I wrote this for my Coping Family and Friends Jim/Deb, Rick/Linda, Joe/Joyce Christmas 2003

We Need Not Walk Alone

We need not to walk alone
We are compassionate friends
We reach out to one another with love
With understanding and with hope

Our children have gone home at diffrent times
At diffrent ages and in diffrent ways
In that we bacame united

Your pain became my pain
And my pain became your pain
Your hope became my hope
And my hope became your hope

We are all unique families in our own special ways

Some older, some younger
Some a little farther in their grief
Some still feel grief so fresh and so painful
Some may feel helpless and feel there is no hope

For some of us our strength is in our faith
While some stuggle to find answers
Some are angry, some depress and some feel guilt
But no matter what..............

It is the LOVE of our children that has united us

Though we are still seeking and struggling to build our future
We reach out to one another with love
For it is the Love of our children that keeps us united

We share our pain as well as our joy
We help each other to grieve and to grow
Because we are Copassinate Friends
We need not walk alone

Dear Sam

Dear Sam:

Thank you for stopping by my blog.
This blog is so very special to me.
This blog is in memory of our precious
daughter Nicole. Our only Angel
with we lots in a traffic accident in
July of 2002.

I have also greated this site please feel free to visit.
www.nicole-jacques.memory-of.com

I hope you come back and visit some time.

I just wanted you to know who this special someone was.

Thank again for your visit.

LostSoul

You Are My Angel

Nicole







Do you remember all the good times
and bad times that we shared
all the hopes and dreams we had
nothing else could ever compare.

There will always be a place
down deep inside my heart
a special place where only you
will always occupy that place.

I will always remember
all the beauty and grace
your smile as bright as sunshine
and your beautiful Angelic face.

The way you little body felt
as I held you close to me
in my heart and in my soul
is were you'll always be.

God gave me an angel
to call my very own
now and forever we'll
always be together
from this moment on.

Love 4 ever
Daddy XOXO

DEAR GOD

Dear God:




I pray that you continue to watch over all of us and guide us to do your work, to allow you to be in the drivers seat and for us to get out of your way. I pray that you bring peace and harmony in this world, in our families,our friends, co- workers, employers,just everyone and thing we come in touch with. I pray that we continue to LOVE and support each other, to encourage and nuture each others as we grow. Lord i ask that you put an end to all suffering. God I want you to let you know that you are awesome in the things you are doing in and aroud my life. God you bless me every day and even thou sometimes I'm not quite sure what those blessings are and might even become a little fustrated and angry I know that it is all for a reason. I know Lord you are moulding us all for bigger and better things so Lord I apologize to you for being angry at you for not taking proper defence against SATAN and allowing him to win some of the small battles.

LORD I pray for my friends Kathy Rob KK and the rest of their family that they would find healing and a woshipping place. God I pray that you will be with all of us during these difficult times we have.

Lord I know for days now I have been battling SATAN big time. He hates that you are winning this battle and he goes at me from every direction he can, Lord I ask for the courage to look at him head on and say SATAN be gone you have no strength here you are fighting a losing battle.That I continue to have the courage and strength to put on the proper armor to fight against him. God I pray for proper rest and nourishment to fight with my all.

Lord I want to pray for my family and Monika's. Lord I pray that you will give them the courage and strength they need to fight this battle against SATAN. Lord I ask you help bring our families in true harmony, that you strength us as one and that we would stand united, that we all learn to belive in you and in each other for strength and courage. Lord help us all prepare family friends just everyone in case you decide to promote us to the father. Help us take care of any business that needs taking care of and to help us stay strong and that everything will be OK.Lord embrace us al with your LOVE and encouragement.

God I pray that you help all my friends to be strong in there battles against the evil one. Hepl to build them all to who you want them to be. Lord continue to protect them and giude them in all they do.

God I want to Thank You for being here, for becoming apart of my life, for sharing your LOVE and belief with me. LORD THANK YOU for dying for me and for being my judge and saying "PAID IN FULL"

GOD I LOVE YOU for that and I'm praying that you show us all how to belive that for ourselves. Lord I pray that we can stop spinning long enough to absorb and practice all the wouderful gifts you have been giving us. Lord as humans most of us have low self esteem and worth and do not like or love ourselves the way you would want us to, so Lord I pray for that, that you can help us to all belive in ourselves, to love ourselves, to belive we are worth it and that we have a purpose.

Lord I ask that you tell or guide me in how you would like me to strengthen my prayers to you, because most of the time Lord I feel that I'm praying wrong. Lord you know that my prayers come from the heart and I ask guidances on what you want me to pray for.

THANK YOU GOD FOR BEING HERE,FOR LOVING ME, FOR DYING FOR ME AND CARING ENOUGH ABOUT ME TO SHOW ME YOUR WAY OF LIFE

THANK YOU

IF I KNEW

If I knew








If I knew it would be the last time
That I see you fall asleep
I would tuck you in more tightly
and prat to God your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that isee you walk the door
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice up in praise
I would video tape each action and word
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I LOVE YOU"
instead of assuming you would know I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more
so I can let just this one slip away

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an overnight
and we always get a secound chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I LOVE YOU"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our anything I can do

But just in case I might be wrong
and today is all I get
I'd like to say how much I love you
and hope we never foget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone
young or old alike
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your LOVED one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow
why not do it today
For if tomorrow never comes
you'll surely regret the day

That you didn't take the extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone
what turned out to be their one last wish.

SO HOLD YOUR LOVED ONES CLOSE TODAY
AND WISPER IN THEIR EAR
TELL THEM HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM
AND THAT YOU'LL ALWAYS HOLD THEM DEAR.

TAKE TIME TO SAY "I'M SORRY"
"PLEASE FORGIVE ME", " THANK YOU", or "IT'S OK"
And if tomorrow never comes
you'll have no regrets about today

IF I ONLY KNEW

A New Year

Here we are 2006.





We may have escaped to the Dominican Repuplic during the Christmas holidays but our pain did not stay here it followed us and will for ever. Missing you Nicole is the deepest and a never ending pain.

So we leave 2005 behind never fogetting the painful moments. Now we start 2006 not on a good note because we still have a painful chapter to close THE LAW SUIT. My emotions are hight my heart is aching I want to run , I want to close my eyes and wake up an all is over. But not so this month the first month of the new year is already painful as we must face this night mare again go throuw eveything once again to tell how this has affected our lives MAN.........................

I am asking for all the prayers we can get for Monika and I will need all the help we can get. We are so blessed to have so many friend that belive and we know that you will send prasyers our way.

We hope and pray that all of you had a wonderful Christmas and felt the Love of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. We also want to wish everyone a GOD fill 2006 may he bless you in every thing you do and say.

Always Loving you all and keeping you in our Prayers

Henri and Monika

nicole-jacques.memory-of.com